Love at first raid

Yeah well... Sorry for not being around - again, as always :/ the next will be my last semester, I'm already working on my final project @_@

Anyway I need to show you someone...
DUH ... this pic is ... well he looks different in real life...(different = much better)
oh well...

- It's him *shows pic* I know, he's a bit young
- What is he like... 15-16?
- Exactly
- I was only kidding...
- I was not

Uhm there are some people who are saying W.O.W. players should get a life, right?
Well ladies and gents, this is my new-found boyfriend, and I found him through W.O.W.
He's Dresa, the undead mage... I'm in his guild.

We got together on the 9th of January, had our first "date" yesterday. (Actually I went to meet up his parents, and then we made out for like... 5 hours in his room)

Since he's much younger, I got a lot of wtf comments, but I don't care.
Yesterday I've realized that I'm in love. For real. And that alone is a compensation :3
He's the one who gave me my first kiss and stuff.


I've known him for a while now... I knew that he's a kind person, someone who is there to help the people and has a good sense of humour x3
I didn't know anything else.

And then he got hurt by a woman, who used him for a doormat... :/ She wanted him to be there for her, so there'll be someone who adores her, and listens to her blabbing about her current boyfriend and how awsome that boyfrined is- And the next one too, which is NOT him - again... Does she konw how much it HURTS when you are in love? :( What a bitch... He felt like he wanted to die. That kind person, with a good sense of humour wanted to end his life, and was sitting around all depressed... :(
I've tried to tell him that he is great.
We recently exchanged pics with the guild, so I could also tell him, that I think he's good-looking :3 (Oh, I didn't know that he was THAT good looking by that time. Really. He doesn't look like these pics O_o)

And then I got hurt too. And he tried to cheer me up... It felt great that someone cares abut it. Wants to protect me... I've told him that I wish every man would be as caring as him. He told me that he wishes every woman would be like me... I started to want him for myself...

Everything was going fine.... If we haven't talked for a day, we felt really empty...
Our mutual frined Haldir and him, they visited me, then the next time we went out for a tea... In the teahouse I've realized that he IS handsome, and he IS someone really lovable...

Tons of girls offered themselves to him, but he sent them away... including one of his classmates, who was constantly hitting on him. How was she? "She's not bad :P .... "

And then... he told me:
"Oh, I forgot to tell... I got the calssmate-girl's MSN today.... Don't worry, I won't tell you much about it if we get together, and I won't be talking about it 24-7.... like Era did it with you. I don't want you to feel bad"

no.... No!... NO!.... NO!!.... NOOOOO!!!!

That can't be!
Thank's God I was drunk...

- Well I'll still be envious :(
- envious? Why? o_O
- That she'll have such an A+ guy, and I won't
- You'd have an A+ if the age difference between us, wouldn't be 9 years...
- I SHIT on the 9 years T_T
- O_O
- *shrugs* well that is the truth >_>
- I'd shit on it too, but not when I'm 15... okay.. 16
- Okay.. then when...
- What when... when would I shit on it? ... 18+ .... 2 years :D
- That's like .... nothing :/
- .... this...thing... kinda shocked me ^^;
- I don't know why... You did not expect this?
- Yeah... ^^; Well I've learnt something new today too...
- Sorry
- It's okay... It just got me a bit off-guard... that's all...
I've told him that I hope he won't get mad at me, because he was like.. constantly talking before... He asked me why I didn't tell him I wanted to touch his hair. He told me that he likes to be with me and he loves me... and that if this goes on, he really won't care about those years... And in every minute he told me that he is still in a shock... ^^;
Some hours later when he went to bed I was still sad, thinking he got mad, but he said: "I need to go to sleep. I'll be thinking about this at night, and I'll write you if I shit on the 9 years"
I told him that I hope he'll write me even if he won't, because I don't want him to ignore me for his whole life.
The next day I woke up to my cell's blinking... I've got a text message



And this is how I got him.
Go~~~~d, I love him...
Meeting the parents went kind of .... okay. :3 (except the fact that we youldn't finish our li'l making-out session properly :/ ... I felt sorry for him...)
Can' wait for the sleep-over :P

Now this screenshot means something to me. I got shocked. When I saw this poster in the background... I was still into the FWB...
...And also the speech in the church about people living alone without having someone to love them by their side... "The time they spend alone won't be in vain, even if their hearts feel like breaking right now"
Yeah. I'd be so unlucky if I got together with anybody else...

*inserts random convo*

- Do you like this music?
- Yeah
- If you don't, I'll put something else in.
- You'd put something else in? Hmmmm... ;)
- Pervert xD



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Meet Steven Eggers. (oh oh! ... Make-up DOES matter: one, two, three)
Anyway...

I've showed him to Dresa .... "Uh? He's ghei!"

Yeah... Actually he DOES look gay...

He's an AWSOME tribal fusion dancer: one, two (watch out for the second music *_*)

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I read something that surprised me. I don't really know why...
It was a blog entry.
What was really surprising is that the writer writes about something religious.

I'm at a dorm where nearly 1000 people live.
There is NOONE, who is religious. I feel alone. :(
Sometimes I'm having difficulties with believing, but I'm definitely religious, and I need that in my life.
But noone around me thinks the same way, and it makes me feel so lonely :(